Always A Step Ahead

According To Plan

Contrary to our belief we are not “standalone”, independent creatures. We are fully integrated elements of the vast, cosmic Universe that is developing, progressing by a predetermined, precise evolutionary plan.

This plan relentlessly drives the whole system towards its final state with absolute precision. All the inanimate, vegetative and animate levels in nature feel and follow this plan instinctively, automatically. Only humanity is different.

Illusory Freedom

Seemingly human beings have absolute freedom in an otherwise totally predetermined system. Seemingly we can do anything we want, change, replace or even destroy anything we decide according to our own understanding of the system.

But this is only an illusion. Through myriads of factors, like for example our instincts, hormonal functions, through genetics, upbringing, education, environmental influence, always at the cross section in between the long chain of human generations “longitudinally” and the actual living generation “horizontally”, our every thought, action is predetermined.

This pre-organized development was supposed to lead us through a cosmic, graphic demonstration of how automatically following our inherently selfish, egoistic and hateful nature we will end up in a global catastrophe we gradually start to comprehend, even foresee today.

The previous “automatic” human evolution without choice has been like a movie leading us to the point of true free choice that is opening up today. This is the point where we have to decide if we are willing to rise above our inherent nature, if we are willing to learn a new type of existence in order to survive or not.

Operating A Clutch

From now on the natural system opens up a “loose” connection in between the otherwise tightly interlocked cogwheels. In that tiny “loose area” we can find and develop our true freedom, building a “clutch” in between the cogwheels spinning relentlessly.

The engine of evolution, development will continue humming, driving the system relentlessly. What we can achieve within the “looseness”, in that free area using the clutch is preemptively taking a step towards our next obligatory state instead of waiting for the system to drive is there.

This “clutch” instrument of free choice is a unique, mutually committed circle of “pioneering researchers” that agree to make 100% mutual efforts in order to forego evolution’s press.

The True Free Choice

We are given the chance to learn, figure out in advance what our next obligatory evolutionary state has to be. Then based on this knowledge we can access, activate nature’s evolutionary force to pull us towards that state.

This is our free choice: pulling ourselves proactively forwards instead of waiting for nature’s force to push is from behind against our will.

Seemingly not much is changing, since it is still the same evolutionary plan we progress by, it is still the same “engine”, nature’s evolutionary force that performs all the changes.

It is our attitude, our participation which is very different changing the picture, how we live through it completely.

Two Paths

When the significant, fundamental inner changes unfold in us unexpectedly, without our conscious participation, we are like little animals running from one scary, potentially threatening scenario to the other. This is how we have evolved so far, through crisis, revolutions, wars, violent social, political, economical changes, rebuilding one civilization on the ruins of the previous failed one.

Through such instinctive evolution pain, suffering, desperate helplessness far outweigh our success stories, our sense of accomplishment even if we constantly make “cosmetic surgery” on history, trying to remember only the “positive, heroic” stuff.

On the other hand if we knew the overall plan with all of its cause and effect processes, if we knew our designated role, function in it, anticipating what we will become at the end of the process, we could tolerate even the negative, seemingly destructive events, processes, fully understanding their purposeful role in a development that leads to a final, perfect state.

Born With Incompatible Qualities

That final, perfect state for Human beings is becoming equivalent in qualities to nature’s single, governing, evolutionary force. That force is characterized by selfless, altruistic, unconditional love and service as it creates and sustains life and creates the best possible conditions for that life to develop.

On the other hand people are all born with an inherently selfish, egoistic nature that makes us instinctively hateful toward others. As a result we are unable to form positive, mutually responsible and mutually complementing relationships with each other.

Thus we are each proud, individualistic, selfish beings, acting similarly to cancer cells in the fully integrated and interdependent natural system, forced to live in ruthless competition, succeeding at the expense of one another.

This is why we are blindly sleepwalking towards the above mentioned global meltdown.

Gradually Covering The Ego

We are purposefully “released into production” by evolution in this raw, unfinished form in order to give us the opportunity to finish our evolution by our own volition, consciously. Then this proactive “finish straight” in our development would earn our perfect final role in the system, becoming its partners, benevolent guardians.

Thus in that “loose area” of free choice we would need to examine ourselves and then consciously, freely ask for a unique cover, upgrade over our inherent matter. This new altruistic, selfless clothing, unique connective tissue would enable us to connect to each other over and despite our “cancer-like” inner core, thus building a perfectly integrated Humanity that acts as a single “super-organism”.

This correction happens gradually, step by step, revealing and covering each, deeper layer of our egoistic inner matter.

No Rest For The “Wicked”

The main purpose of this self-directed development is to stay always a step ahead of evolution’s relentless wave pushing us from behind. By proactively examining, accepting and inviting the next stage on ourselves from evolution, we freely, voluntarily enter that state without fighting, resisting it.

As a result although the stages don’t change, our attitude, relation to them completely changes the picture, how those changes unfold. It hastens the path going through the obligatory changes, and instead of a turbulent evolution where we change forced by suffering, we go through the path as a pleasant, exciting adventure looking forward to each new state.

There is a problem. Our inherently egoistic and self-justifying nature is very strong and it is a great trickster. Thus the moment we manage to gain on evolution and pull our next state, our next correction toward us proactively, by that concluding a certain state, our inherent ego immediately, proudly claims the success and the profit.

It determines it deserves a well earned rest. After all it doesn’t want to agree to the subduing of the egoistic core with the altruistic clothing.

But evolution’s wave doesn’t stop, so when we stop, rest, give up the constant effort even for a moment, the tsunami of natural development catches up with us pushing, forcing us again through suffering, pain.

Fearfully Moving On

How can we keep moving, how can we resist the instinctive, egoistic tendency of resting, taking a well earned break after a successful step forward?

This constant move is completely unnatural from our inherent nature’s point of view. Moving on immediately after finishing an actual stage is like asking one to start eating again after just finishing a five course feast. Or it is like asking mountain climbers who just completed a “superhuman” hike arriving to a safe station to continue hiking again at night in a extraordinary blizzard.

What can move people to make such superhuman effort?

It is fear. Only fear can move people out of their comfort zone above logic and reason. But this fear can have very different roots, intentions.

Types Of Fear

The most obvious fear is fearing pain and suffering. When the pioneers practicing the free choice in the mutual circle gain some experience, they know that by resting, stopping the relentless move they receive blows, painful reminders immediately.

Paradoxically those who willingly enter this proactive process, utilizing free will start to experience true “reward and punishment” from the system. Other people unconsciously carry on with their oblivious lives while these researchers sense every change sharply “in their flesh”

Thus – just like a team of committed mountain climbers – the mutual team have remind one another of the likely punishment pushing one another forward.

The next pain is also selfish, but it concerns the expected achievement, profit gained by maintaining the good pace, always a step ahead of the blows, proactively changing, connecting, experiencing the pleasant expedition, explosion instead of suffering. They fear that by stopping, slowing progress they miss out.

But it is the third fear which is the most important, most purposeful.

After a few stages these pioneering “mountain climbers” start to learn the system, start to sense, predict the cause and effect processes. They gain an initial understanding of the overall plan and even get a hint and their own role in it.

The more they understand the system, the plan and feel their unique role in it, the greater awe they develop toward it. They start to taste the infinite perfection surrounding them and how they can become active ingredients, effective, conscious cogwheels within this perfect, cosmic machinery.

Falling In Love With Love

Thus they gradually “fall in love”, fall into complete awe towards the system. And this insatiable love, awe induces a new kind of fear which didn’t exist before. This is fear of love, fearing that in case they don’t keep the pace they delay the system’s perfection. They fear that because of their delay they don’t give any other choice to the system but to punish them.

And as with parents who have no other choice but to spank the naughty child while crying inside, feeling terrible for the punishment, these pioneers also want to spare this suffering for the intelligent system they started to feel, sympathize with, anticipate. They want to avoid punishment not for their own sake, they want to relieve the system from to need to “punish/correct”.

Of course they don’t actually feel the system or its force-field itself, they can’t simply catch that “primordial love” from thin air. They go through these emotional impressions, discernments among themselves, in the unique, mutual work in between them called: “love of friends”.

It is in their mutual circle that they go through the evolution from instinctive “self-love” to the liberating “love of others” until they hopelessly fall in love with “love” itself, through themselves sensing in awe reality’s founding, governing principle: absolute, unconditional love and service outside one’s self.

Thus it is this unique awe, fear of love that keeps them going above reason, against logic, rising from states to states unceasingly.


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