Question: What would you do if you could live your life backwards from today?
Answer: It is an interesting thought. I imagine it in the following way:
First of all the most perfect state we can ever be is our state in the “mother’s womb”. That is the true, absolute bliss, all necessities, needs perfectly, immediately, lovingly fulfilled without needing to ask.
The only problem is that we are not aware of that perfect state, even after leaving the womb no conscious memories remain from that perfection we can only philosophize about it. On the other hand we can see that Nature – outside of Human society – works like the mother’s womb, all elements, living creatures mutually complementing, serving one another in order to maintain the most optimal balance, homeostasis all the time. None of them sense individual existence, all feel Nature’s perfect, infinite “circle of life” flowing through them.
We Humans are torn out of this perfect, natural “bliss”, from this sense of eternally living in the “mother’s womb” by the Human Ego, in order to find our way back “there”. We are expected to re-integrate into Nature’s “circle of life” willingly, consciously, actively, building positive, mutually responsible and mutually complementing Human interconnections above and despite of our unique Human egoism that catapulted us out of Nature’s “Garden of Eden”.
Thus – through the right, practical, educational method in the purposeful environment – we have to start “tracing our steps back into the “mother’s womb”, undoing the separation, rejection our Human Ego has caused. But this time, after we have managed to integrate into “Nature’s cosmic womb” we will be fully aware of its magnificence, we will feel every taste of that absolute bliss, having all our needs, necessities fulfilled automatically, as we achieved our re-integration by ourselves against the ego.
Entering The Force-Field 