Instinctive Self-Justification
We are all born with an inherently self-serving, self-justifying nature. As a result in any given circumstances we judge ourselves above others. Even in the most obvious circumstances, when normal logic or reason would justify the actions of others over our own, sooner or later our subjective “personal computer” finds ways of justifying our own actions, blaming others or external circumstances for whatever happened.
This is part of our instinctive survival reflex. As human beings are born outside of nature’s instinctive “mutual guarantee” – each element, particle, living creature “feeling” themselves as integral parts of the whole, never experiencing being “rejected from the mother’s womb” – we experience life as a constant, ruthless, exclusive fight for survival.
We feel ourselves existing in a “dog eat dog world”, thus our hard crust, self-protective shield towards others, the different tricks, weapons of our personal survival reflex seem to be absolutely necessary in order to preserve our existence and individual integrity.
In Need Of Mutual Trust
The problem is that as we finally evolved into a globally interconnected and fully interdependent world, without starting to trust one another, without judging each other to the scale of merit, giving one another the benefit of the doubt, we won’t be able to build positive, mutually complementing interconnections with each other.
And in a global, fully integrated and interdependent system such interconnections, an artificial “mutual guarantee” above inherent differences and instinctive distrust, is a survival necessity.
Thus we have to find a way of first of all recognizing, confronting our inherently “distrusting” nature, and then learning to build those crucial interconnections above that inherent nature.
First Diagnosis, Then Treatment
This is an act that is much more difficult than it sounds. Even recognizing, confronting our own nature is already a “supernatural” feat. It is similar to a chronic alcoholic finally – after long years of denial – realizing that due to the addiction one is facing terminal illness. This comes with the concomitant acceptance and recognition of how much harm, destruction one’s addiction caused to others and for the person oneself.
As humanity collectively started to reveal through the deepening global crisis affecting all levels of human activity, it is our inherently self-serving, self-justifying and hateful human nature that is behind every problem we are facing. This is why we can’t build true, sustainable mutual cooperation.
Still it is very difficult to start pointing fingers at ourselves instead of always pointing them at others.
Thus it is necessary to set up unique, safe, purposeful “human laboratories”, where people can willingly examine, test themselves in order to get to know their true nature.
This laboratory is like a special “holographic” MRI machine, projecting out one’s inner qualities, attributes in a clearly discernable, viewable way.
Awakening Resistance
In this “human laboratory” one is surrounded by a circle of similar minded, similarly committed individuals, who also joined this environment in order to recognize their true nature. Then based on the diagnosis they could start changing this inherent nature in order to build the above mentioned, necessary mutual trust in between them.
The methodology of the circle is aimed at facilitating the building of an artificial “mutual guarantee” in between people. The participants try to create the same selfless, altruistic, mutually complementing cooperation that is prevalent, instinctive in nature.
They try to build an artificial “incubator”, that could provide the same sense of absolute, undoubted security, warmth, unconditional trust one could only receive inside the mother’s womb before.
Thus they set out to first of all artificially “play-act” mutual guarantee, absolute trust and unconditional support, service towards one another although they don’t have such capabilities by default.
And the further they go, the more effort they invest, the deeper they delve into this mutual game, the stronger they start awakening, provoking the inherently self-serving, self-justifying and self-protecting human nature.
And when this inherent nature starts fearing for its safety, fearing that the evolving mutual cooperation, mutual trust might suspend its sole rulership over the person, it starts resisting with all of its might.
True mutual guarantee, absolute mutual trust simply suspends, deactivates one’s inherent self-protection as that famous “first hormonal infatuation” when one falls in love for the first time in life. First time, besotted lovers behave in a completely irrational, “out of character” way fidgeting completely about themselves for a short time.
Similarly as people in the circle start experiencing – the initially artificial – mutual guarantee, feeling absolute, unconditional support, service and love coming from others, as a result of the continued mutual effort they find the instinctive self-protection, self-service becoming obsolete, even harmful.
Although they know from their own part that their own invested efforts, the projected love and service is false, pretense, they cannot be sure about the intentions of the others. This doubt whether the mutual guarantee coming from the circle is true or false makes the game increasingly more serious.
By challenging, inspiring one another through mutual effort, true commitment, through the inherent qualities of positive envy, competitive spirit, desire for respect they continue pulling one another forward.
As a result they rise above “normal” logic and reason and start loving, serving those others “out of character”, as if being hypnotized by the mutual guarantee received, whether it is true or not.
Our inherent nature, deeply scarred by the subconscious experience of leaving our mothers womb – thus forced to survive in this hostile reality – can’t imagine, allow letting go of its self-defense systems. As a result out desperately tries disrupting, preventing, obstructing the evolving mutual guarantee in the circle.
Negative Self Reflection
This inherent nature starts portraying the others in the circle in a negative light, using one’s subjective perception to display terrible, repulsive impressions of those others. The cunning “inner snake” in everybody starts inciting one to abandon the mutual efforts, suspending the collective push towards mutual guarantee.
But the picture one sees about the others is not a real picture. This picture showcases one’s own negative qualities. It is one’s own selfish, egoistic and hateful instinctive nature that reflects back from those others as the inherent nature tries pulling back the person using its whole, vile repertoire.
Thus the circle becomes the above mentioned 3D holographic MRI actually showing the person, the observer’s own negative, judgemental, hateful qualities bouncing back from those others.
It takes a long time for the participants to already recognize and acknowledge that the negative, rejecting picture, constant criticism they feel, sense against the others, the distorted picture they see is coming from within themselves. When this acknowledgment is stabilized it is already a great step towards the right direction.
Supernatural Duality
Here we have to go through certain stages. Even when this inner, egoistic and hateful self-reflection is recognized, acknowledged one can simply shrug one’s shoulders, resigning to the fact that one’s inherent nature is such. But if this recognition and the constant helplessness, failure to rise above it in order to continue the effort towards mutual guarantee becomes painful, intolerable, then one can start progressing forward again.
This all depends on the values the priorities, the importance of the common purpose generated in the mutual circle. If reaching mutual guarantee has become the all important, “life or death” question for the participants, then this importance of the goal and the failure reaching it incites hatred against one’s resisting, inherent nature.
Against this hatred towards against one’s own instinctive rejecting nature evolves the “love sickness”, desperate yearning towards the common goal of mutual guarantee. And this desperate yearning, love towards the goal evokes love, compassionate feelings towards the others in the circle since the goal cannot be achieved without them.
And this is already a unique, “supernatural” love and compassion since it appears and evolves above the omnipresent, instinctive hatred, rejection. Thus a unique duality unfolds in the people within the circle.
On one hand their inherent, egoistic nature, fighting for it’s life incites hatred and rejection, trying to pull one back from the goal, from the budding mutual guarantee. On the other hand the continuing march towards the common goal by constantly raising, intensifying its importance strengthens the insatiable appreciation, fondness towards that goal.
And with this the appreciation, fondness towards the members of the circle as means of achieving the goal also intensifies.
Motherly Love
Here the participants receive a chance to reverse the picture what the unique 3D holographic MRI machine shows then. They can actually benefit from, utilize this special arrangement, this MRI machine is showing their own negative, corrupted qualities reflected onto, and bouncing back from others.
They don’t need to start digging into themselves, seemingly correcting their own inner qualities. They can seemingly start working with those others, that their egoistic nature shows as faulty, unworthy, corrupted.
They can use the “supernatural” love, fondness that developed as a result of the importance of their common goal. They can – as loving parents or brothers – try pulling, gently assisting those others they otherwise see as lazy, false, undeserving.
They can start giving them the benefit of the doubt, accepting, knowing that those others already do 100% effort according to their conditions, individual circumstances in order to succeed in the circle. They already know from experience how impossible it is to rise above one’s own nature, try to jump out of one’s own skin.
They already understand the “mission impossible” of squeezing oneself through the eye of the needle, appearing on the other side with a completely opposite nature.
Thus they attend to those others with a heartbreaking, motherly love that is beyond any reason, caressing them above any appearing blemish, criticism, trying to help them to squeeze out of themselves, denying their inherent inclinations, tendencies, taking that extra step out of the comfort zone into the unknown.
True Love
This process unfolds in each member of the circle from their own point of view. But as they all try to assist each other, pulling one another through the eyes of the needle, out of the swamp of the inherent ego towards that new, “supernatural” state of existence, they suddenly realize something.
Since all of them are hanging “in between heaven and earth”, without a solid grip on that “other side”, in true selfless devotion to others yet, while already a step above the previous, inherent state, they have no capability of completing their action.
As a result of that broken hearted “motherly love” towards the others, unable to move either forward or back, desperately trying to help one another but unable to do so, they create a true, overwhelming desire, need in between them.
This all or nothing, “life or death” need opens the possibility for nature’s evolutionary force, the systems developmental plan to give them the real supernatural ability to create mutual guarantee above and despite their inherent, selfish resistance.
And the finally completed, accomplished mutual love in between creates thereal mutual guarantee, the “new womb” nurturing a new kind of human existence in between them.
Entering The Force-Field 