Mind Split

Bursting Human Bubble

Today our cutting edge sciences started to reveal – what unique empirical scientists have been stating for thousands of years – that we are surrounded by a “true reality”, that is very different from the reality we are perceiving right now.

It is as if human beings have been living it an artificial bubble surrounded by a very different dimension. And while up to this point we sort of managed in our bubble, today the surrounding, “true reality” started encroaching on this human bubble, putting increasing pressure on it.

Today the “true reality” takes away the “right to exist” of our artificial human bubble, “sucking the air out of it”, indicating that it only served us as a preliminary educational simulator, and now – still using the same simulator – we need to prepare ourselves to enter the “real world” by gradually disconnecting ourselves from our “Matrix”.

This is why we feel today as if woken up on a different planet where our ideologies, systems stopped working, started slipping through our fingers, and we are helplessly sinking into a deepening global crisis affecting all of our activities.

True, Loving Reality Around Us

This transition from one paradigm to another requires us to take on a completely new modus operandi, a new consciousness and operating software, that is similar to the direction, frequency of the “true reality” surrounding us.

The surrounding reality operates based on completely opposite laws, principles to our human bubble. How different these laws, principles are we only start to understand when we try to acquire similarity with all our might.

Only then we start recognizing that our inherently selfish, egoistic and hateful nature is not only directly opposite to what we should become, but it will do everything in its power to try preventing us to reach similarity with the actual reality and its laws.

The surrounding, “true reality” is governed, permeated by a force-field that is described by the qualities of absolutely selfless, altruistic and unconditional service and love towards everything “outside of itself”.

The above mentioned unique, empirical scientists who managed to attain this force-field explain, that this force has only one, single “desire”, operation: to create life and to organize, sustain the most optimal environmental conditions for that life to flourish, develop.

As these scientists also explain this force doesn’t have a “self”, its existence doesn’t depends on other, external factors, so by default it had no concept of “self-concern”, self-preservation”, or self-protection”. It simply exists, and gives, serves out of “pure love”, where this “pure love” means perfectly, completely fulfilling all the needs, desires it created.

Obligatory Self-Annulment

In our case, the scenario when we try reaching similarity with this force it is very different. Our existence is conditional, it is dependant on this external, creating force. Moreover until we manage to condense all factors, influences around us into this single force we feel as if our lives depended on myriads of different factors, forces.

Thus for us, in order to reach similarity, and become capable of only caring for, loving whatever is outside of us, we would need to neutralize, cover our instinctive self-concern, self-preservation and self-protection. Only when the instinctively egocentric, primary calculations are suspended can we turn towards others, making calculations for their sake.

Obviously we can’t suspend our self-concern, self-protective reflexes on our own. We can’t just decide to nullify ourselves as one can’t commit suicide by deciding to hold one’s own breath. We need a unique, committed, purposefully built human environment, “laboratory” for that purpose.

Self-annulment is achievable in two ways.

One is a negative, coercive way when one is hammered, terrorized, pummeled to the point of complete submission, giving completely up on one’s own calculations, becoming a subdued, selfless slave.

This is how we will become forced by the surrounding “true reality”, awesome natural forces and intensifying societal crisis situations even wars in order to reach similarity unless we find another, more pleasant way.

Fortunately there is another way. We can reach self-annulment, we can become voluntary slaves to others by the power of mutual love.

Liberating “Game Of Love”

When a person finds oneself surrounded by such perfect, immediate care and concern that is only comparable to the state in the mother’s womb, one simply can’t care for oneself any longer, all self-concern, self-protective reflexes become obsolete.

Then being liberated from self-concern one simply has no other options but to start caring for others through the love ignited by the perfect service one has received.

This is the state people can acquire in the above mentioned “human laboratory” by artificially play acting, generating “mutual guarantee” – mutually supportive, mutually responsible positive interconnections, “love of others” – in between them.

If this “game of love” is played right, this collectively generated “mother’s womb”, incubator in between the participants can suspend their individual self-concern, self-protection despite ones inherently selfish, egoistic nature protesting, resisting it.

When this overcoming, “annulment” of selfish calculations unfolds, the participants find themselves in a unique “vacuum”. This vacuum is a mutual, selfless state their common efforts created, digging each other out from their instinctive self-protective shells by their collective game.

Desperate Breaking Point

But before this selfless freedom is achieved, before they find themselves in that unique vacuum, they actually have to go through a unique breaking point.

Although with their mutual work, constantly raising the collective importance of mutual guarantee they can stretch their inherently selfish, egoistic nature and its resistance to the limit, they can’t actually disconnect from it.

Through this mutual work they go through an unprecedented inner exploration, for the first time in their lives finally recognizing the driving force governing them from within. In a response to their honest, full hearted, devoted efforts towards mutual guarantee they draw out, and gradually recognize their selfish egos in its “full glory”.

They realize that what they considered “selfish, egoistic” before in the usual family, societal setting, is just a shadow of the true ego. This true selfish ego resists only one thing, it emerges and fights only one nemesis: “love of others”.

Our true ego is the force of absolute self-love, self-justification. Of course it is the same nature that causes all other problems we encounter in our lives as well, but there it acts indirectly, in concealment. And since in “normal” life everybody acts in the same self-serving, self-justifying ways, our selfish egos can understand one another, even cooperate with each other given the circumstances of mutual benefit.

But when it comes to trying to reach “love of others”, raising others above the self, aspiring for complete self-annulment, this inherent nature completely “flips out” and literally starts fighting for it’s life.

Thus the members of the unique “human laboratory” can reach a breaking point, stretching this inherent nature to the brink of defeat through their mutual efforts towards mutual guarantee. But they can’t actually disconnect from it performing a “mutual self-suicide”. They reach a fragile, unsolvable standoff like “suicide bombers” threatening to push the button but unable to do so.

External Assistance Granted

This seemingly, utterly desperate, hapless state is actually a very happy one. Only from such a completely desperate, utterly unsolvable situation can they reach out to, ask help from that surrounding force-field they try to reach similarity of form with.

A hero doesn’t need help, only a “poor, lowly, incapable” person, fallen on its knees, bursting out in tears does. Only when everything else has already been tried, and neither the selfish, egoistic inclination, nor their collective aspiration towards mutual guarantee has any more ideas, steps to make do they have a chance of turning towards external help.

As mentioned above this all encompassing, governing force-field that surrounds and pressures our human bubble, “wants to” – through its evolutionary plan – help people to enter “true reality” through similarity of form. Thus when this true, full hearted, desperate cry for help appears, the assistance is ready.

Thus this desperate deadlock and the ensuing cry for help is an incredibly happy moment all around. It is providing the opportunity for the first contact in between the people aspiring to connect to this governing force and the force itself. As a result of their aspiration and true yearning for this contact they receive assistance, tipping the balance of that deadlock towards positive progress.

This is how they find themselves in that unique, mutual, selfless vacuum.

Scrutiny Out Of The Vacuum

This selfless vacuum is an unprecedented state which resembles like a voluntary fast, when one simply gives up any thoughts of oneself, pushes away all self-concerns. This selfless state opens of a completely new horizon, undisturbed by the usual thoughts and calculations about the self.

This gives an opportunity for a fresh examinations, for the first time addressing their situation with a “clear head”, without the constant interference, “whispering” of their inherent egoistic nature. This vacuum, embryonic stage is not a passive state. It is maintained by their constantly reinforced mutual guarantee keeping the selfish, egoistic nature at bay.

These people have been aspiring for, play acting something they had no actual experience, precedence, true idea about. They simply followed the advices, instructions of those original empirical scientists and their writings, research journals. Now in that freedom, in the selfless vacuum they received a chance to “look around” and scrutinize what they have been aiming at all along.

They have been working for mutual guarantee in order to reveal the natural force of selfless, altruistic and unconditional service and love of others.

But what is this “force of love” and how could they become similar to it? After all they have nothing on their own. They have just realized that all they had was their inherently self-serving, self-justifying nature that is completely opposite to what they try to reach.

They managed to distance themselves from this nature for the time being with the help of this singular natural force, but how could they actually love and serve when they have nothing left? All they have become is empty, selfless, transparent observers.

They have risen above instinctive “self-love” as if putting their heads above water for the first time, but how are they supposed to acquire “love of others” for real, beyond the artificial play-acting they have done so far?

Learning Opportunity

As it turns out we don’t need to worry about generating, providing anything. We are not the power source, initiators. There is already an overwhelming power source in reality. We need to learn how to accept and use this all encompassing power source.

In that selfless vacuum state we receive an unprecedented opportunity to simply observe reality around us. With our selfish, egoistic reflexes, subjective perception suspended we can take a good look at this singular power source creating and sustaining life, animating, guiding the whole system towards its most optimal, perfect state.

Without the introverted, subjective calculations we also escape the restrictions of the coordinates of time, space and physical motion opening up an unlimited, “quantum perception”.

At the same time we can also learn how – by the right, selfless, altruistic intention – we can start using that power source. Here we have to be on our guard with the mutual help of the mutual guarantee.

Our initial, selfish, egoistic nature didn’t disappear but simply weakened a bit like one sustaining a concussion or receiving anesthesia. But it is ready to roar back, trying to use this infinite power source for it’s own satisfaction of we are not fearful.

Love Sickness

How can we learn the the actions of this singular force? As those original, unique scientists expressed it, “through its actions”. This means that we can ask, allow this force to start streaming through us, acting through us, using us like obedient puppets to perform its pure, unblemished serving, loving actions towards its creation.

We have to become willing partners with this governing force which means that we have to consciously, proactively ask it to flow through us, animate us performing those “good and benevolent” actions exactly how we determine, want it.

Thus what we need to develop together is the right need, a yearning, a desperate, “motherly love” towards others – starting with the members of the mutual laboratory, then gradually extending the circle, encompassing the whole of reality – so reality’s single governing force could stream its positive, balancing, correcting, healing force through us towards everybody and everything else.

But everything is initiated by the desperate, choking “love sickness”, desperate motherly concern towards everything and everyone else around us forcing the “father figure”, the life giving force of reality to do its benefits actions through us.

Above Reason

This is where we can start appreciating the fact that we reach this stage from a very different, completely opposite beginning, overcoming our inherently selfish, egoistic and subjective mindset through the artificial mutual guarantee. It is specifically this initial, and persisting opposition that gives us the necessary contrast, comparative research capability giving our new consciousness, perception of reality validity.

We find ourselves in a unique “mind-split”, double perception, on one hand holding onto our inherent reason and logic, while acquiring, taking on the reason and logic of reality’s single governing force.

In that vacuum, “fasting”, self-annuled state for example we are fully aware how “hungry”, needy our original, insatiable, selfish and egoistic nature is, still as if “suspended in thin air” we are free above it, floating in a true “out of body experience”. We hear the muffled voices of our selfish ego demanding, protesting, still we can above it, despite of it keep “fasting”, going above reason, beyond self-concern, and self-preservation.

Directing The Flow

We don’t actually recognize, directly touch the primordial force of nature doing this to us. But we very sharply, obviously know, taste and attain that we are in a “supernatural” state, confirmed by the contrast of our resisting, protesting inherent nature above which we exist in that moment.

I never feel any force, some kind of an entity, image outside of myself, I feel how this force animates, changes, refines me from within.

My original matter doesn’t change, it remains and intensifies as it was born, trying to draw everything towards itself for it’s own reward, glory. This will serve as contrast, as “measuring stones” for comparative research. But at the same time through tha window of that mutual, selfless vacuum that is created in the circle of the “human laboratory” a new plane of consciousness, perception opens up.

This is where the members of the circle start sensing a completely “illogical”, unprecedented, completely overwhelming motherly concern, love, service towards anything outside of their “self” bursting through, taking them over, forcing them to pour everything towards others.

At first, in the “embryonic state” after the vacuum opens up in their circle, they can only tentatively sense this overwhelming emotion, as if comatose patients slowly waking up seeing new impressions, previously inexperienced sensations flickering.

But as they stabilize themselves through their mutual vacuum they can start gradually allowing this incredible life giving, loving force to stream through them. Then they can start turning around – like gardeners with the water hose – examining where they can project this flow, who they can bestow it onwards.

As they get stronger they can “overflow” their inner circle, directing this life giving spring to further afield, attaching wider and wider circles to their inner circle, “inner garden”.

And although they still only sense, taste what flows through them, how that presumed primordial natural force acts manipulating them like marionette figures on strings, this is how they get to know, learn the actions, the mind, the overall evolutionary plan of nature’s singular creating and governing force.

And again the confirmation, validity of their attainment is based on the sharp, vibrant contrast there persisting, constantly resisting, fighting inherent nature provides, only kept at bay through their constantly reinforced mutual guarantee.


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