Living In A Matrix
By default we all consider ourselves unique, individual, autonomous creatures with free will, making decisions for ourselves.
It takes a long time, going through lots of ups and downs, finally following the intolerable question of “What is the meaning of our lives?” to arrive to a shocking revelation.
In truth we are all simple cogwheels, interconnected cells with unbreakable ties in between each other and with the vast, cosmic, natural reality surrounding us. We live in real life Matrix and from this Matrix there is no chance of disconnecting.
The “Meaning Of Life” Question
The only free choice, individual action we can achieve in this Matrix is isolating, developing a unique, independent observer, that can learn, analyze the operation, overall plan of this Matrix. After an initial understanding of how the system works the observer can choose the operating software with which one wants to relate to the system.
We all have an initial seed of that unique observer in us but in most people it remains dormant, hidden. The sign of that seed awakening is the increasingly intolerable question about the “meaning of life”.
Thus question usually appears in people at the time of great pain, loss, hardship. But when things settle back to relative normality, when problems are solved usually the question disappears again.
Those people who can’t sweep this question under the carpet any longer, can’t drown it on the usual rat-race of life, but feel a compelling urge to search for answers are ready to try building the advice mentioned unique, Human observer.
Who Needs Correction?
In order to develop the initial seed, spark into a fully fledged, functioning, independent and objective observer those carrying the spark need to enter a unique human environment, “particle accelerator”.
The first step of isolating an independent observer point is building a desire for that separation. By default we don’t consider our “self”, this observer point apart from our “being” acting, operating in life. We need to contrast this potential observer, the “self” with the behavior we took for granted so far.
Most people would agree by now that the overwhelming, deepening and seemingly unsolvable global crisis threatening our existence is the result of the inherently self-serving, self-justifying and hateful human nature.
Still most of us would agree that certain people, groups of people, nations or religions possess such nature, but when it comes to ourselves we would all vehemently deny being selfish, egoistic and hateful. Thus when we consider any form of correction we all try, urge to correct others without feeling any need to correct ourselves.
This is why we need that unique human laboratory, particle accelerator in order to start examining, scrutinizing, revealing the nature, operating software that drives, operates us.
Playing For Mutual Guarantee
Since we are all convinced that by default we are capable of emphasis, compassion, true love towards of other people, the task in this unique laboratory seems easy at first. People are invited to start acting toward the other participants – they usually have no natural, instinctive relationship to before entering the “laboratory” – with selfless, altruistic love and service in order to build a state called “mutual guarantee”.
Mutual guarantee is the default state of the vast, cosmic, natural reality surrounding us, where each and every element from the smallest particles to the largest astronomical objects fully, unconditionally complement one another for the sake of the well-being, optimal function of the whole collective.
People entering the human laboratory receive a detailed explanation why it is necessary for humanity to build mutual guarantee, since only compatibility with our natural reality can guarantee our continuing survival.
Thus people have the positive (and negative in case we don’t succeed…) motivation and the clear method to start acting toward building mutual guarantee.
Painful Self-Recognition
Only when people put 100% effort into this game, play acting selfless, unconditional service and support of others that they start realizing that deep inside there is an enormous force in them that opposes “true love” of others – unconditionally fulfilling their needs and desires as they want it without any subjective, selfish distortion from the provider’s part – creating all kinds of obstacles on the way to mutual guarantee.
The more effort they put into their common game toward their mutual goal, the stronger, more intense rejection, backward pull they start feeling from their inherent, selfish and egoistic operating software. At the end they have no other choice but to realize and admit that by default they have no true compassion, love toward others in them, that they are simply incapable of loving, serving others. They have to conclude that they have no chance of building the necessary mutual interconnections, mutual trust reaching mutual guarantee in between them.
They feel they are under the dominion of a ruthless, selfish egoistic force they would like to separate from, escape from, but since this is the force they are born with they have no chance of doing so.
Still within their unique laboratory they find out, the authentic method explains to them that they have a chance of reaching a certain separation, independence from this inherent, ruthless dominion if they truly wish so.
Borrowed Love
They can’t completely disconnect from their original “being” since without the original operating software, self-serving, self-protecting matter they couldn’t exist, survive. Thus they try restricting the initial, selfish, egoistic operating software to serve their mere survival. But above that they are truly yearning, longing for a different, loving software that could facilitate them building the mutual guarantee they have been aiming at.
Since it is within evolution’s plan for human beings to reach mutual guarantee and as a result seamlessly integrate into nature’s system the moment their mutual need, yearning reaches the necessary threshold they “receive from above” a new, unprecedented ability to selflessly love and serve others.
This is “borrowed love” they know, sense very clearly that it is not their own force that is acting. They clearly sense a compassion, love and service flowing through them they do not possess by themselves. But by their mutual efforts, through the acquired mutual yearning they made themselves the suitable vessel, “actor” through which this “supernatural” absolutely loving, serving force can act through.
Perfect Contentment
When this happens, through this external force they can finalize their mutual guarantee, acquiring the perfect, selfless, altruistic and mutually complementing interconnections in between them. This opens up a previously never experienced sense of balance, contentment, perfection spreading, flowing through their mutual connections.
Instead of the previous, fragmented, tormented, subjective point of view they start perceiving reality from the viewpoint of its original plan, from the viewpoint of perfection.
Although their inherent, prideful nature lurking in the background would like to take credit for this perfection, those working mutually in the circle humbly know that they are not the source, facilitator of this perfection. They know that through their mutual efforts they “simply” got out of the way of nature’s evolutionary force completing its own plan.
But as a result of their committed, fully devoted efforts to do so they are rewarded with sensing, justifying that infinite, “otherworldly” contentment.
Entering The Force-Field 