Question: What extreme measures have you gone through to change your life?
Answer: I am trying to go to the most extreme measure: complete self-annulment in a unique, purposeful, mutually supportive and mutually complementing environment. Only by dissolving, disappearing in that environment can I get rid of my inherently selfish, egoistic and subjective tendencies,perception of reality and acquire a clean, objective, transparent and truthful view of reality.
This is similar how a seed first needs to “rot” in the ground, so from its hidden, inner spark a new plant, living creatures van grow out of in the right. fertile soil.