Question: What is the most fascinating insight you have discovered in your life so far and why? How do your nihilistic tendencies make you feel about this insight?
Answer: The most fascinating insight I have discovered so far is that in moments, when I can forget about myself, and can focus solely on others, trying to sense reality through their point of view, a completely different life experience shows itself in flashes, as if I existed “outside of myself”, beyond the subjective restrictions of time, space, physical motion…
My inherently self-serving, self-justifying, nihilistic tendencies immediately try to discredit, mock those experiences as illusions, unrealistic, pulling me back into the realm of the self-assured ego, that considers only its own point of view.
Still I am wondering which one of these two realities are real?