In Reflection

All-Consuming Our default, inherent existence, perception of reality resembles a black hole. We distort and attract everything towards ourselves, at the end consuming all for our own pleasures. Our basic matter is an insatiable desire to receive fulfilment with completely selfish, egocentric calculations. As soon as we “appear on the scene”, everything dims as we … More In Reflection

Controlling Time

Mistaken We are born with a “built-in” self-belief, sense of unique individuality, thinking that our fate is in our hands with almost complete free choice about our thoughts, desires and actions. And although today, existing in a globally interconnected and interdependent world we started to realize that such individual freedom has its boundaries, we are … More Controlling Time

Embryo And Mother

Human Tragedy Although we are not consciously aware of this, the greatest, single most important tragedy of our human lives is leaving our mother’s womb. The state of the embryo within the mother’s womb is the most perfect, most optimal possible state a living being can be in. All necessities, desires are immediately and perfectly … More Embryo And Mother

Building Ourselves

Instinctive Development There is a saying, that “one can’t pull oneself up in the air by pulling one’s own hair”. On the other hand if we want to develop in a fundamentally self-changing way, if we want to break into the truly “Human” degree from our present, instinctive”humanoid” state, we will need to pull ourselves … More Building Ourselves

In The Midst Of Chaos

Potentially Human The meaning of our life is to understand who we are, and what our role in the system of reality is. At the moment we are busy justifying our existence through the usual, instinctive “pleasure/pain principle”. We keep running towards ever greater material, physical pleasures in this life, prolonging our survival as long … More In The Midst Of Chaos

Within The Crust

Living In A Broken World On one hand both contemporary, cutting edge sciences, and also 5-6 thousand years old ancient wisdoms seem to suggest that we exist in a single, uniform, completly integrated, live and dynamic system. On the other each and every human being feels oneself as a separated, unique, individualistic being. And we … More Within The Crust

The Mindless Pump

Harmful Intelligence We usually consider ourselves mindful, intelligent creatures. If we were asked which body part, organ we would associate ourselves with, most people would probably choose the brain. This is understandable as we are born with a unique analytic mind. We are very proud our our logical, reasoning capabilities. Quiz shows, debates are most … More The Mindless Pump

Eating The Cake

Uncontrollable Nature We are born with an absolutely self-serving, self, justifying and greedy nature. If we want to find an economic equivalent to describe ourselves, we are prototype raw capitalists, ready to sell, exploit anything for constantly increasing personal profit.We truly want to bake the cake and eat it too. With such an inherent nature … More Eating The Cake

The Jedi That Reconnected To The Matrix

Crushing Responsibility Taking responsibility for others is not easy. Even when we become parents it takes a long time, especially for new fathers, to start feeling a direct responsibility for their children. For the mothers the bond built during pregnancy makes that sense of responsibility easier to reach. Still it is a question whether we … More The Jedi That Reconnected To The Matrix