Constant Prayer

Self-Judgement

Most people would consider “prayer” a religious notion. But in truth “prayer” is a state when a person judges oneself, evaluating one’s own state.

Human beings are dynamically changing, developing “creatures”. As a result of our inherently self-serving, self-justifying nature, an insatiable, constantly growing desire for self-fulfilment drives us forward. We are always looking towards a next, better, more fulfilled, more optimal state compared to our present one.

Prayer is a constant calculation comparing our actual state in relation to a future, more optimal, higher one, yearning for that next, desirable state. And the coordinate system arranged around time, space, physical is a subjective framework, defining our relationship toward the next expected pleasurable state.

Both “secular” or “religious” prayer, a yearning for a more optimal state that is based on “self-judgment”, identifying the gap in between the present actual, and future desirable state is self-oriented. We want our own state to improve at the expense of something, someone else outside of us.

The secular person expects the external world, external conditions to change in a way that benefits the individual. The religious person expects an external force, omnipotent source to deliver, solving problems the person can’t solve oneself.

One who doesn’t “pray”, doesn’t desire a higher, more optimal state at any given moment is considered being either in a lifeless “stony” or a hardly alive vegetable” state. Those who instinctively thrive for secular or religious pleasures, fulfilment for themselves – as most of humanity – already reached the “animate” level of development. But in order to quantify to be Human we need to rise above this instinctive level of prayer.


Three Conditions

A “true” prayer, request has three conditions:

1. The outside world or that external, higher source possesses what one prays for, expects to receive, and is willing to provide it. Otherwise it is pointless to pray, demand anything from it.

2. The person praying has already tried to achieve that desirable outcome by oneself, but even after exerting 100% effort one couldn’t reach the desired outcome. And the person is 100% certain about this utter helplessness, thus has no other option but to ask, request, demand.

3. The need is such that if proper fulfilment, resolution doesn’t come, even death is better than living without what one needs, one prays for.

All those conditions are very important since without them one can’t expect a favorable return for the prayer.

Obviously if one hasn’t reached yet one’s own limits, human capability, the prayer, request for help is obsolete. “Heroes” don’t pray, only the “poor and indigent” people with a “broken heart” do so.

Also if the request concerns some “luxury, surplus”, if receiving it is not a sharp question of “life or death” for the person, then the request is “half hearted”. The need, desperation has to fill one’s being, completely drowning our every other desire, necessity.

But perhaps the most important condition is the first one: do we really know where to turn to, and does the addressee have what we desperately need, moreover is this source willing to grant what we need?

 

Existing In Predetermined System

Here a long chain of unique, empirical natural scientists come to our aid.

They explain that we exist in a very precise, fully determined, intelligent natural system. This system is governed by a single, all encompassing idea, force-field. Since we can’t comprehend yet the essence of this force-field, as it directs natural evolution we can call it nature’s evolutionary force.

And this force-field, idea put into motion a fully predetermined evolutionary plan, that drives the whole system – within humanity as integral part of the system – towards a most optimal, final goal.

According to the teaching of these unique scientists our requests, prayers only receive positive answers if we ask for exactly what the system and its plan wants to give us.

Regardless of our awareness, or requests the force-field keeps influencing us, relentlessly developing, pushing us towards the predetermined final goal. But if we managed to figure out what to “pray for”, if we could predict our next most optimal states within the plan, we could realign, smooth and hasten our development instead of being pushed from behind without our conscious participation.

A Very Different Prayer

There are several significant differences in between the usual selfish, secular or religious prayer, and the “true prayer” these primordial scientists are suggesting.

First of all by default we inherently pray for the world or others to change around us, while we remain the same, demanding our “just reward, fulfilment”. Instead, according to evolution’s plan it is us who have to change in order to adapt to, integrate into an otherwise perfect, unchangeable system.

Moreover we don’t want to change, adapt and integrate into the natural system in order to make our own state, existence better. Instead we need to adapt, integrate as without us fulfilling our most optimal role in the system the system is lacking, it is unable to reach its perfection.

Which means that the whole concept, direction of the prayer is changing upside down.

In the usual secular, religious prayer the focus is on the person. The request, the prayer is in order to improve the state of the person praying at someone else’s expense. The fear promoting the demand is fearing for one’s own life, for one’s possessions in this world or for one’s fate in the afterlife.

In the true prayer the focus is on the perfect function of the system, the plan of evolution reaching its final, most optimal state. Thus the fear prompting the prayer is one’s fear of blemishing, obstructing that perfection.

Thus the person has to reach a very precise scrutiny about one’s own actual, harmful state, and the more optimal, positively complementing state that is useful for the system. Then one can demand the necessary transformation.

 

Two Judges

In order to do so one needs a unique laboratory where the person can develop such a purposeful scrutinizing ability. One has to develop a unique “double vision” judging the world and one’s own state from two different point of views.

The “normal” secular or religious person judges everything from a single, egocentric, subjective point of view. Both the actual state, and the desired, next, more optimal state is measured through the usual, self-centered “pleasure/pain principle”, from the same biased viewpoint.

But in order to reach a true prayer one needs to acquire a second judge, one that measures everything from the viewpoint of the system.

The inherently egocentric, self-obsessed judge remains. We can’t get rid of it since this judge represents “us”, who we are. This egocentric judge also gives us an outsider viewpoint, independent of the system providing a crucial contrast.

The other judge which we need to acquire in the unique laboratory represents the system, evaluates everything from the viewpoint of the final goal, from the point of perfection. This judge can give us hints, instructions about where we should be at our actual level, in order to complement the system’s most optimal function.

This second judge is selfless, transparent, opposite to the selfish, egocentric judge we are born with.

 

The Blender

In order to reach the second, selfless, transparent and objective judge viewpoint we need to go through a complete self-annulment in that mutual, human laboratory. There, through the purposeful, practical exercises, using a very direct method, people need to completely nullify themselves toward one another.

The mutual human laboratory – if used properly – acts as a blender, a “meat grinder”, where one’s inherent selfish, egoistic nature is gradually cut into pieces, pulverized until one remains only with an empty shell, with a true, burning inspiration towards the final purpose. And that empty shell is filled up with those others one annulled oneself towards to.

One takes on the aspirations, thoughts and minds of those others instead of one’s own, despite the selfish ego constantly, vehemently resisting, protesting, accusing, tricking, hating and rejecting those others.

Even this self-annulment already requires a prayer towards nature’s evolutionary force since the person by oneself is incapable giving up one’s own “mind and heart” accepting a complete brain and heart transplant taking on the mind and heart of the others.

Full Justification

The moment such a self-annulment unfolds with the help of that natural force from the side of each and every member of the group, this mutual self-nullification creates a unique selfless, transparent vacuum, which opens a window where nature’s single operating force-field can appear, undisturbed by the inherently selfish, egoistic forces of the individuals.

The new judge that appears as a result of the self-annulment can observe and judge the system through this window. Since in that space the influence of one’s egoistic subjective perception is suspended, the observer perceives a prefect reality above time, space, physical motion, and also beyond physical life or death.

At the same time one’s original selfish, egoistic and subjective judge remains outside, separated by the “blender”. The original judge continues observing and judging reality in the original, subjective way, experiencing a constantly worsening, dark reality around itself.

The further the new objective judge enters the selfless, objective space as a result of the mutual, collective self-annulment, the deeper the original judge descends into the selfish, egoistic abyss of this world, providing ever greater contrast in between the two.

And this contrast becomes the new, true prayer, one’s desperate, unceasing, insatiable plea toward the system and its governing force, as one fears harming the system’s perfection revealing the infinite depth of one’s inherent nature compared to the system’s perfection.

But the true purpose of this development is reaching the greatest possible contrast in between the two edges. Only opposite to the greatest darkness can one reveal and attain the system’s complete perfection. The evolutionary Human purpose within this system is for the human judge to fully attain and justify, acknowledge this perfection in contrast to one’s own lowliness, imperfection.

Paradoxically this full attainment and justification grants the Human observer the same perfection is the system’s force’s own perfection. Then it turns out that the inherent, lowly, infinitely dark human egoism was only serving as “counter weight” and when the final goal is achieved this inherent human egoism becomes obsolete, having fulfilled its loyal purpose.


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